after midnight

could not go to sleep last night.  i played on my phone, i played the alphabet game in my head.  i kept my eyes closed for two hours.  i finally got up and took another allergy pill.  could be a lot of things.  i took a two hour nap yesterday and saturday.  working in the yard saturday morning wore me out.  i know those flower beds have not been touched in at least 2 years!  Scout's getting a lot easier to take care of and i'm out of school right now, so i don't need as much sleep as i have been trying to get.  and now that he's sleeping in his room, it's easier for all of us.  gaudet's funeral starts in an hour.  i decided not to go.  it's just too much.  between all the news coverage and the procession.  i put my flag out, i'm praying for his family.  and i'm staying home.  but it was still on my mind last night.  then, there's all the projects around here.  i have blankets to make, a wreath to create, the regular housework, and i'd really like to clean out most of the house...ugh!  2 weeks til NYC!